
The genesis of this piece was a temporal musing. I wanted to find a gesture that would be interesting to present simultaneously extremely fast and extremely slow. Thus is the opening section of Catharsis (mm. 1-12). The first six beats of 32nd notes in the primo part, slowed down and grouped into chords, form the secondo part. The middle section (mm. 13-31) presents an "illusion", as Pak Nyoman Suadin, the gamelan instructor at Eastman School of Music, might have called it. I was a member of Eastman's Gamelan Sangi Wani for two years during my undergraduate, during which time one of the pieces we performed featured a section with two distinct tempi operating at the same time. Nyoman called it an "illusion". After that rather cerebral opening, the piece turns more emotional: the illusion dissolves, a crescendo to "The Catharsis", and the second movement, Oasis, an expressive meditation.
While the combination of temporal musings and cathartic spiritual journey may be a tad disjunct, there is a consistent harmonic thread to hold the piece together. The "illusion" section is entirely fragmentations and manipulations of the opening 32nd note gesture. The catharsis motif (m. 37, secondo), which is hinted at in the "illusion", is based on the B♭ and F♯ being the first two accidentals to appear in the opening 32nd notes. And for a while this piece was only the first movement; but on a whim one day in Mechelen, from the final chord of Catharsis, the entirety of Oasis blossomed forth.
—Alex Johnson